I wrote this for my best friend Laney...

Get over him. He's not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can't see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I've been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home bawling your eyes out wondering where he is or who he is with? Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure, it hurts the fact that he is falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah, you're going to see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, cause straight up; it's going to hurt. I know. It's happened to me. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter because he knows that you are watching. He knows it's killing you; that's why he will do it. Don't let him get to you, because that, that's exactly what he wants. Don't give him what he wants. He doesn't even deserve it. So what if he doesn't talk to you? Do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyways? Thing is, I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he will do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try to make you jealous, do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy that's not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you are now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He will realize the huge mistake he made letting you go, when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. And don't sit there thinking he won't be sorry because I know you are. And don't go spending your nights waiting for that one phone call or text message you know you're never going to get. Or that I.M you know he'll never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. He likes to pretend he doesn't see you online, he does it out of spite because he knows it's killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways, he is going to look past you but you need to know he will do that simply knowing that it kills you. I'm not gonna lie to you. It will hurt. It'll hurt a lot. But it will hurt a lot more seeing his profile and how much he loves her written all over his profile. It's all gonna hurt. Knowing you're not that girl that's making him smile. Knowing you're not the one person he thinks about when he wakes up and the last person he thinks about before he falls asleep. Knowing you're not the face on the background of his phone anymore. Knowing he will delete any pictures or memories he has of you on his phone. Knowing you won't be spending every minute possible with him. Knowing there's not going to be anymore late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. And you know what? Today, tomorrow, next week, months from now, your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me; he's got too much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn't tell you. You're soon going to realize he doesn't care about you anymore and he won't be the first person you call when you're upset. He won't be the first person to put that smile back on your face. And yeah it's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt a lot. But you know what you're going to do? You're going to hold your head up. You're going to show him you're better than him and that you didn't need him in your life. You're going to prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go and that you never needed him anyways. I love you Laney bug.<3